You know what people always tell you when you get out of a relationship? “Cheer up, you’ll find better” or it could be “You deserve someone better” but actually I’ve learnt that all these things that people say in attempt to comfort you doesn’t actually work. Who you actually deserve entirely depends on yourself, and who you think is better is also a decision made by yourself.
When you listen to what others have to say, you keep thinking to yourself, ohhhh maybe that person is right maybe I do deserve better, but look where that gets you? You’re back in the same shitehole without even realizing….
I’ve always been such a dependent person, I’m too dependent on the people around me that it scares me sometimes. What if one day all these people left? Then what am I supposed to do?
Well, it happened.
Falling into depression was one of the hardest and most painful things that could happen to me because if you know me personally I’m usually the most happy person and the one that can hide sadness quite well if I say so myself.
2 years later, I’m happy, stronger with the dependency issue at its lowest, I think I’ve become a better person and so much more happy.
So…to you reading this, you know who you are.
I love you and I’m always gonna be here for you when you make your decision because I feel that you always need a push from someone so that you can be independent and make your own decisions for your own happiness.
I’ve never been happier……………….
alone
xx
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..I had the strangest Christmas ever
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how about you?
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Dear Linus, this is for you. take that.
